I really don't think anyone knows the real me... You don't know what I look like. Who I am really.
I'm quite shy, I don't have a lot of friends tbh. I consider myself ugly and I'm not fishing for compliments ^.^ I'd post a pic but I don't have any haha.
I seem to be quite excitable and laughable but that's just not who I am. I'm really shy talking to people I don't know but I try to be outgoing and not worry. I'm quite self conscious and am usually compared to other girls which isn't very fun :/
I hate when people say I'm pretty ect. but them and I both know they're lying. They only say it when I'm on the verge of breaking to try to cheer me up but it'll never work.
I have these 2 amazing friends. 2 amazing boys. Stefan and Jonathon. They are per-fect. They don't even know how special they are to me.
That's all I can say tbh I don't want to start getting into all this family crap which makes me uncomfortable so yeah
Bye,
Ella
